never did one of these lol :P
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My Sensuality
In the deepest roots of my mind, my body feels electric, wet, untamed, and on fire...
I can't help it, for I am exploding.....
Every image that is going through my mind, flashes.... and I begin to moan, bite my lip, and begin to touch my body, every curve, every inch of my skin....
I hunger for my bodies urge, and I desire even more, for that desire to be satisfied......
My eyes dilate, as I look as I'm ready to explode like a ticking time bomb. I ask myself should I let the bomb go off?... No, I answer, I don't want to stop, cause deep with in me, the sexual tension within myself calls out to me, and beckons to be free..
Like an itch I am dying to scratch, but not sure if it will satisfy the craving, or make me go crazy, for it makes me feel like I want to attack my body, as If my body was no longer attached with a soul, a spirit, let alone a mind,.... instead I become the attacker and not the victim.... yet, I become a slave to my bodies, darkest desires.
Desire claims me, I begin to ride on something that, for the first time, I'm not sure if it's safe, or fun but I am willing to risk it all to find out.
So I let the excitement build, rise, and even lower, just a bit.... cause for some reason, I forgot to get off of this roller coaster, I have no idea how I managed to push the button, but I some how managed to go off in oblivion.... let alone hyper speed, but indeed...... Oblivion.
"Oblivion,.... yes, but no....I can't". As I find myself deeper and deeper into pleasure, I start thinking, "Was I going to go that far?"
My lips might not admit it but, something in me did.
What was it you might ask? .... What seems to not let me go, when I beg to be free ...... It is my body, I am no longer myself but a stranger, who holds me captive, not letting me go.... I cant help but feel inclined to do whatever this....
.... madman demands of me... yes a madman,....
torn between wanting to satisfy a hunger, that I've been wanting, ... wanting to fuck myself, until I climax and come over and over again,but yet, even I hide that desire from myself...
Yet should I dare to stop, do I need to judge myself? Yes, I need to figure out if I am a madman, but no I can't for it appears wrong in my mind.....
One side of me says I'm an a untamed tiger, who hungers for more, but yet hunts day and night, never stopping to seek pleasure for the craving within its mouth.... A tiger like a nympho, but instead wanting to be an innocent child who has not seen or experienced such things.. yet a tiger cannot be a child, nor can a child be a tiger,... the verdict is in and I am guilty....
I am guilty, I am poisoned, probably bitten by a snake at birth, and this time no one can suck the poison out.... It is too late... it is already manifested itself, and I am who I am, no one can stop it, not even me, even if I tried.......
Of course, I try to hide it, but I cant help to admit how aroused I feel, and how sexy I look, I just cant seem to move my hands away, as my body calls out, like a person calling out to something that is lost, faraway, but it is nevermore, uncomfortably, all too close.....
Yes its my sensuality, and moment by moment, I am taken away,....
to a world, I'm not familiar with, but my body knows it well,
my fantasies exist, my mind is bound to many possibilities....
and the funny thing I find, is this real, or am I imagining it all.....
I can't help it, for I am exploding.....
Every image that is going through my mind, flashes.... and I begin to moan, bite my lip, and begin to touch my body, every curve, every inch of my skin....
I hunger for my bodies urge, and I desire even more, for that desire to be satisfied......
My eyes dilate, as I look as I'm ready to explode like a ticking time bomb. I ask myself should I let the bomb go off?... No, I answer, I don't want to stop, cause deep with in me, the sexual tension within myself calls out to me, and beckons to be free..
Like an itch I am dying to scratch, but not sure if it will satisfy the craving, or make me go crazy, for it makes me feel like I want to attack my body, as If my body was no longer attached with a soul, a spirit, let alone a mind,.... instead I become the attacker and not the victim.... yet, I become a slave to my bodies, darkest desires.
Desire claims me, I begin to ride on something that, for the first time, I'm not sure if it's safe, or fun but I am willing to risk it all to find out.
So I let the excitement build, rise, and even lower, just a bit.... cause for some reason, I forgot to get off of this roller coaster, I have no idea how I managed to push the button, but I some how managed to go off in oblivion.... let alone hyper speed, but indeed...... Oblivion.
"Oblivion,.... yes, but no....I can't". As I find myself deeper and deeper into pleasure, I start thinking, "Was I going to go that far?"
My lips might not admit it but, something in me did.
What was it you might ask? .... What seems to not let me go, when I beg to be free ...... It is my body, I am no longer myself but a stranger, who holds me captive, not letting me go.... I cant help but feel inclined to do whatever this....
.... madman demands of me... yes a madman,....
torn between wanting to satisfy a hunger, that I've been wanting, ... wanting to fuck myself, until I climax and come over and over again,but yet, even I hide that desire from myself...
Yet should I dare to stop, do I need to judge myself? Yes, I need to figure out if I am a madman, but no I can't for it appears wrong in my mind.....
One side of me says I'm an a untamed tiger, who hungers for more, but yet hunts day and night, never stopping to seek pleasure for the craving within its mouth.... A tiger like a nympho, but instead wanting to be an innocent child who has not seen or experienced such things.. yet a tiger cannot be a child, nor can a child be a tiger,... the verdict is in and I am guilty....
I am guilty, I am poisoned, probably bitten by a snake at birth, and this time no one can suck the poison out.... It is too late... it is already manifested itself, and I am who I am, no one can stop it, not even me, even if I tried.......
Of course, I try to hide it, but I cant help to admit how aroused I feel, and how sexy I look, I just cant seem to move my hands away, as my body calls out, like a person calling out to something that is lost, faraway, but it is nevermore, uncomfortably, all too close.....
Yes its my sensuality, and moment by moment, I am taken away,....
to a world, I'm not familiar with, but my body knows it well,
my fantasies exist, my mind is bound to many possibilities....
and the funny thing I find, is this real, or am I imagining it all.....
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